I've been here for 7 years. 7 is my lucky number. 2013 has been quite good so far. I have learned so much about myself the past weeks and I'm grateful. I think God can help me through anything, if I just let him take part in my life. Life is wonderful and I live all days to the fullest.

How are you guys? I hope you relax enough. Stress cause so much sickness and pain. So..relax, read, draw or whatever makes you calm inside. Bye beautiful people

so true.

"i take it as a complement. but talent? I don't believe in it, im afraid, aptitude yes protegees-very rarely. Work ethic, ideas and passion thats the key and if you have all that then a good business model and knowing you sill need to keep learning and a bit of luck, then you have a chance at whatever that end goal is. Also art is not as easily definable and is subjective, its not a soccer game where the goal count is the bottom line, art is still mysterious and its not how photo realistic you can draw, that pure technique. but if you draw this way and still start the viewers imagination and give life to your work, its slightly possible to create art with the big A, im still trying to get there. Thank you for your good words. Armin"


to all artists..follow this. trust me

Wtf is this?
and how do you know that I love llamas? o.O

Well..this has taken a while. I'm just going to write a few sentences.

I needed time. But now I'm back. Like never before..
I AM the art now. Before..drawing was just an hobby. But now I've realised how much it means to me. I never want to do anything else in life. Than. Art. In many forms. Drawing and music especially.

Anyways..thanks for reading. I love you all..of my friends

It's been so long..I have no idea how to change the mood/listening/playing etc. stuff. help me please?

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I'm just bumping in to share this amazing song.
Have a nice day, my friend.

Just to get rid of the old journal. How are you?

I have had one of my long breaks again, but I'm not sorry about that. It has an natural explanation. I have not been very well the last year to bo honest. The last years have been like a downward spiral and the past year has been one of the worst. I have been fallen deeper and deeper into this black hole. I started to forget the things I once loved to do, one of them; drawing. Nobody cares, but that's not in my expectations anyway, so it is ok. Life is cruel and unfair, and I have decided to accept it.
There is an light in the end of this tunnel though and I'm moving closer and closer to it.
I spend most of my days seeking for inspiration, positiveness and motivation, and I'm very close to a turning point in my life. In about a year I know that I can look back and be grateful because the worst things are in the past. I have then found my path in life and ready to great the world.

On drawing:

Drawings will come in the future months. My inspiration is on a high level right now, and by looking at beautiful art here, it makes me even more inspired. I need some great pictures and some ink in my printer, and I'll be all set. I am planning on drawing Jim Parsons (Big Bang Theory), Michael C. Hall (Dexter) and Emilia Clarke (Game of Thrones). Do you have any suggestions?

I don't even remember how this page works anymore.

It's been TOO long since I wrote a journal entry. Over two years.
So I'll just write some crap now to get rid of the old entry

I was 14 years old, when i joined this site. Now, I'm 19!
Feels very weird. I haven't finished any drawings the last two years, except a gift drawing I did in october 09, should I upload it?
Anyways. I'm working on a drawing at the moment. It's completely new! o.O
I felt quite lost at first. I didn't remember how to start a drawing. I had everything I needed. A perfect reference picture, great paper and pencils. But it was very hard to just start the whole thing. Are you with me? But..after some hours of works, I finally started to see som results. I thought I had lost "it", but now I'm confident again. I've gotten the spirit back. Well..I'm going to work on the drawing now.

Hey. Thanks to everyone who commented on my last journal!!
I've got a lot of inspiration now, and I'm going to work on a project very soon. Don't want to tell so much about it yet. But It will be..sick, kind of

I want to start so quickly as possible.

I'm tired of making beautiful women and mainstream- drawings, because I think it's f*cking boring, to be honest

But if I find pictures I really like with much shadows, contrasts and details, I will draw it. The object doesn't matter at all to me. I'm not going to draw Jack Sparrow, because everyone think he's cool..
That's not me.

So, now you know.